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Dark Night by deathjanissary, literature

Who would cry for me by deathjanissary, literature

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Who would cry for me

Who Would cry for me? When i walked the burning sands Who Would cry for me? When i suffered damnnation Who Would cry for me? When i fell into darkness Who Would cry for me? When i died a thousand times Who Would cry for me? When i bleed Who Would cry for me? When i buried my heart Who Would cry for me? When i lost all my feelings Who Would cry for me? When i am not loved Who Would cry for me? I will

Hatred within me by deathjanissary, literature

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Hatred within me

Blood flows in my veins, Horses of hell run with their reins, I run with my pain, For i have nothing to gain, Everyone with their malice, While i hold the chalice, Hatred in my face, It was my case, The land filled with blood, As if it were a flood, I smash everyone with my hammer, People stammer, Corpses with blood gushing, The Blood rushing, Everyone is dead, Covered in lead, Nothing is growing, Nothing is flowing, I have salted the Earth, There is no rebirth,

Hourglass of My Past by deathjanissary, literature

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Hourglass of My Past

In the past i suffered, Everyday i used to cry, Tears of joy, Tears of sadness, Life seems unbearable, To cry every single day, A loner, Without friends, Without love, Oh why does the past haunt me? It makes me sad, Father beating me with a bat, the pain which i will never forget, Schoolmates laugh at me for no reason, Laugh at everything i do wrong, Saying that i am stupid, Pulling pranks on me, but i stand firm against the past, the past will be forgotten, in time, in the hourglass of my past, i would look to the future, to be with my love in the present, and forget the past

My lance by deathjanissary, literature

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My lance

You are my lance, To guide me through the peril, To battle the obscene, Given me strength to hold you, Blowing your breath on me, I look into your eyes, I say I love you, Without you i am lost, Lost the will to live, Lost the will to fight, Lost the will to feel, You are the one, Pointing me straight towards the right path, Protecting me from evil, Showing me what is love?, Taken my depression away, Making me smile everyday, To smell you is like smelling flowers, I know you are the one, You are my lance

A Wanderer by deathjanissary, literature

Time is running out by deathjanissary, literature

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Time is running out

Time is everywhere, We cannot run away from it, It will bring us death, No one can stop it, Unless time stops itself, Running away will do no good, Time follows you where ever you go, People are afraid of time, Thats\' what makes us weak, To combat Time we need to stand up to it, Live our life to the fullest, Experience what you can, Time expects nothing from you, Going forward is it\'s only way, The clock is ticking, Be careful what you do, For time will not care for you, You care for yourself, Time is watching us, With its two eyes, Every move we make it follows, Time is like God, To anger it will surely bring doom, T

Crys of Sadness by deathjanissary, literature

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Crys of Sadness

My eyes beckons me to cry, For better or for worse, There is no stoping it, It seems life is unbearable, All i feel is sadness, Within my heart, My soul, My mind, Crying is my game, To fall into everlasting grief and suffering, Is life that way for me? Like clouds in the night sky, Pouring rain into despair, As i watch, I cry, I want to die, So much pain within me, No happy thoughts ever, Watching people live their happy lives, I sit on the bench by myself, A dark void, Pigeons fly away from me, Sensing that i am in sadness, No where to run, Loved ones disapeering, Crying to a point that i can\'t cry anymore, Eyes hu

Run of death by deathjanissary, literature

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Run of death

Sometimes i run, Run away from nothing, Never looking back, Afraid of the emptyness, Inside of me, Going through my insanity, Feet bleeding, Strength fading fast, Faltering, Shivering, Down my throat, Feelings of thrist, I continue to run, Without any concern, Carrion birds watch from afar, Watching me to die, Hoping to make me their meal, Still i run, Days past, Those Carrion birds still follow me, My petty speed is no use, Ready to die, I gave up, I fell down, Carrion birds surrounding me, Eating my flesh, Skin tearing like rubberbands, I could not scream, Blood everywhere, Nothing is left of me, But bones, Fr

Tides of Deliverance by deathjanissary, literature

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Tides of Deliverance

Waves wash upon the shore, To show my name, Given me what i did not expect, My true identity, Lost for many years, I have found my destiny, For guiding my heart to the open seas, Hearing their names, Seeking them, Walking on the sandy beaches, Toes feeling the silky soft rocks, My fate is intertwined the foamy ocean, Sounds of internal happiness, Echoes in my ears, Skipping rocks on the ocean surface, Sea creatures greet me, With their undying faith, Tides rush to my feet as i try to outrun it, I could tell what are the tides are thinking, At night, they dance with ease, Singing their song, It relaxes me, Putting me to s

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About deathjanissary

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Current Residence: Necropolis
Favourite genre of music: Gothic Rock and alternative.
Favourite photographer: +epiphany+ +coxi+ +seafairy+
Favourite style of art: CG, Digital Paintings, Oekaki, and Traditional
Operating System: Windows XP Pro
MP3 player of choice: WIN AMP
Shell of choice: Titanium Shell
Wallpaper of choice: The one I have now
Skin of choice: Pale skin
Favourite cartoon character: Rei Ayanami, Alucard, Chise-chan.
Personal Quote: "Duty before Death."

Favourite Visual Artist

Hayao Miyazaki

Favourite Movies

Nightmare Before Christmas, Edward Scissorhands, and much much more

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Evanescence, Lacuna Coil, NightWish, Nine Inch Nails, Opeth, The Cure, and The 3rd and the Mortal

Favourite Writers

Edgar Allen Poe

Favourite Games

Halo, Diablo 2 LOD, SW: KOTOR, IWD, and Final Fantasy

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS2, X-Box, PC

Tools of the Trade

PS 6.0, pencil, paper, and eraser. not to mention the brain

Other Interests

Drawing, writing, listening to music, etc.

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deathjanissary

Feb 13, 2006

+Thank you!!+ X3

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I'm over half way to 17,000 pageviews.  Thank you guys for making this possible. ^-^ :hug: :heart: :pumpkin: +Real-life Friends+ ~Slayer18 (https://www.deviantart.com/slayer18) :iconMeteorboy: :pumpkin: +Clubs+ :iconloligoth2: :iconAnimeLoverClub: :iconhabanero-tanclub: :pumpkin: +Featured Artists+ :iconStudioQube: :iconEcthelian: :iconSo-naa: :iconshizero: :pumpkin: +Favorite Photographers+ :iconepiphany: :iconlorrainemd: :iconkedralynn: :iconwhorer-movie: :pumpkin: +Favorite Digital Painters+ :iconarcipello: :iconhoon: :iconJujika: :iconkunkka: :pumpkin: +Favorite Flash Animator+ :iconKite-ridE: ________________________________________ _ _____________________

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deathjanissary

Feb 1, 2006

+Journal Entry+ -06-30-1

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People seem to not comment on my work, anymore.  I really want feedback, so I can benefit from it.  The fuel for my inspiration. Thanks for reading.^-^ :pumpkin: +Real-life Friends+ ~Slayer18 (https://www.deviantart.com/slayer18) :iconMeteorboy: :pumpkin: +Clubs+ :iconloligoth2: :iconAnimeLoverClub: :pumpkin: +Featured Artists+ :iconkmye-chan: :iconneko-rei: :iconrowanberry: :iconsuicidalpanda: :iconCooLtshuck: :iconEthereal-Mind: :iconamihedgehog: :iconnati: :iconMissPH: :iconporkbun: :pumpkin: +Favorite Photographers+ :iconepiphany: :iconlorrainemd: :iconkedralynn: :iconwhorer-movie: :pumpkin: +Favorite Digital Painters+ :iconarcipello: :iconhoon: :iconJujika: :

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deathjanissary

Jan 24, 2006

+Journal Entry+ -06-23-1

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Hi everyone.  How was your winter vacation?  I hoped everything went well.  2005 was a terrible year, but with the new year here.  Things might work out this time. ^^  Anyway to the point, thanks to you all for watching.  I am very grateful. Currently, there is a project that I'm working on.  With my art skills improving each and every day, so will the project.  My character's name is Lilyth. It used to be Lilith, but they sound the same. "Too overused", I'd say.  Unlike Lilith, Lilyth has an uncommon spelling, so I'm going to use it. hehe...She's one of the main characters.  The name of my story is Lilian's Revelation.  Well, wish me luck.